afraid to sleep afraid to dream escape from the real world escape to my mind I cant return I cant return I cant return You can never return she visits me she sucumbs to my desire I revist the past Escape to my mind * sometimes when I wake I'm still there still in here arms still in my mind still happy and it grows each day a little longer each day a little stronger the need to be with her the need to be happy she is my past she is my past SHE IS MY PAST I can never return I can only escape to my mind only an escape just an escape one day I wont return I dont want to.