Darkness
Silence
Pain

I can't control the world around me
Twisting and turning, continuing without me
Set about like a boat on a stormy sea,
Blasted by enemies who don't even know me,
Building walls to protect myself,
Going insane inside my mindwells,
LIstening to Storys that devils tell,
Feeling my thoughts going to hell.

Home is where the mind is,
In a jar back where the rats live,
Rarely used and covered with dust,
Pulling it out when its a must,
Using my brain is like chaotic roulette,
Never knowing how much or what I'll get,
Slowly digging a hole for myself,
KNowing all the whys but thatn doesn't help.


Life            Cold and darkness               Death
Evil            creeping in.  The               Good
Pleasure        light of dusk is                Pain
Apart           Getting dim. I'm                Together
Love            Crying for help                 hate
Distrust                                        Trust
Happy           No ones hears                   Mad
Insane                                          Sane
Sane            I'm alone and                   Insane
Mad             hurt and gaining                HAppy
Trust           fears. The teeth                Distrust
HAte            have hold and are               Love
Together        Starting to tear                Apart
Pain            The Body                        Pleasure
Good            and mind      going             Evil
Death           going different wheres          Life


If loves bonds and makes two into one,
And you look up and they have gone,
Is it not so you saw yourself leave,
Now you can't trust yourself, who can you believe?
I'm going insane and can't seem to stop,
Maybe inside it something I want
Here comes the darkness a yawning void,
I welcome the peace that death can't avoid.

Pain
Silence
Darkness